Random 21 {free writing}

21. A twinkling eye can mean many things. The one that is twinkling at me right now…

is my future self. I know it sounds crazy, but it’s true. I’ve been taking my M&Ms (magic or anti-anxiety meds) for almost 2 months now and the fog is clearing. I realize I sound like a crazy person, but if you have anxiety then you know. Don’t get me wrong, I still struggle daily, but the good days are gaining on the bad.

I graduate this December with my bachelor’s, and I’m absolutely terrified. Terrified in all the best ways possible, excitingly terrified. My “mind’s eye” has been focused on specifics of where I want to be by the end of 2011. The eye of my future self is guiding me through my final year of school, learning from my job, living and dealing with anxiety, and from this blog. 

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